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Meditation on a
Pinkie Toe
Once,
while still a schoolgirl, I was asked
which part of
the body is superfluous*, and feeling myself
certain, I
offered you, little friend, my little crooked gnome,
acringe against
the fenceline of self. I apologize. You,
callused smooth
as moonstone, help me
keep hold of
this earth. With your extensor and flexor subtly
balanced, you
humbly hold my two
most lateral of
fourteen distant phalanges.
Why even
before 1728 when print first proved it,
you were already
the piggy who talked. And though "wee wee wee"
be somewhat
inchoate, it makes only sense since the Chinese know you
as The Extremity
of Yin -- the farthest point on the meridian
of bladder. It
is said you are helpful
for dysuria and
eye pain and that your nail point,
when prodded
with a fire stick, can turn a fetus in the womb,
perhaps saving
two lives.
And yet,
for all that, you are not independent. I cannot lift
you without
taking two neighbors along. You harbor fungus,
and your nail --
a disaster! Thick as a quarter, equally
opaque. Oh,
though the Chinese say you protect,
that you armor,
I cannot think but that mostly you skulk,
shirking,
curling into the seam of my sock.
And even
after I move you, after I take you
in hand and push
and pull and pop, the blood suddenly
remembering you,
even then,
you can
only reach down.
* correct
answer: appendix
Tracy Koretsky asks that you help yourself to a
download of Even Before My Own Name from www.TracyKoretsky.com.
This memoir in poems earned eighteen prizes ranging from haiku
to prose poem. The site also features audio poems, reviews and
interviews. A co-editor at the former e-zine,Triplopia, her
short stories, poetry, and critical essays are widely published
and awarded, including three Pushcart nominations. She is also
the author of Ropeless,(www.ReadRopeless.com) a 15-time
award-winning novel that celebrates possibility despite
disability. |