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Featured Poet - Jason Sturner

Jason Sturner was born and raised in the western suburbs of Chicago, where he has worked as a grocery bagger, elevator operator, rock n’ roll drummer, graphic designer, naturalist and botanist. His stories and poems have appeared in, or are forthcoming in, such publications as Space and Time Magazine, Mythic Delirium, A Prairie Journal, Daily Love, Flashes in the Dark, Aoife's Kiss, Madswirl, Thick With Conviction, decompression, and Westward Quarterly. He currently lives in Knoxville, Tennessee. For more information, including how to get free copies of his poetry books, visit www.jasonsturner.blogspot.com

 
Poems by Jason Sturner

A Lament for Sylvia

Regarding Sylvia Plath

 

She is polished by the sun,

the moon, the veils of sorrow

 

So hurt by, yet so in love with memories

that forge concepts into poems.

 

And they wax the eyes of our melancholy days—

Could we accept pages less cold to touch?

 

An unopened birthday gift rests on her desk

as benevolent bees sting blue stars

 

And death is a concept buried

beneath that future winter.

 

 

(previously published in Skyline Magazine)

 

 

 

 

 

It isn’t her fault . . .

 

It isn’t her fault

that our hearts fell from their cage

or that something like god

pulled broken the strings.

 

Now it’s tar and tears, a new pavement

over the old road we drove:

intersections, car crashes;

dead love merging with the moonlight.

 

Those memories we made

now a bitter lick of blood,

falling from the edge of yesterday…

 

drip

drip

drip . . .

 

into a widening pool.

 

I hope it will end soon—

I prefer silence when thinking of you.

 

 

 

 

 

 

Kicking Sand in the Face of Indolence

 

It sits, like a wet cotton ball.

Covered with dust, hair,

and false starts.

 

Hours have dropped from the clock,

the insolent wind has carried them away.

But time still goes, and goes, and goes.

 

The cotton ball? It lies, it lies,

it stays put. Festered. Festering.

Willful, but left without device.

 

What’s been muddied in the mind of it?

How many tires have squealed by

and yet it does not flinch?

 

It is restless, waiting for a wave to crash,

to wash away the washed-up rhetoric

which convinced it it had nothing left to say.

 

To leave its dead crab countenance

on the shore of this black-ink sea—

And my brand new feet come by

 

and kick on it the white sands.

To cover it. To bury it.

To see it dead, and something new arise.

 

(previously published at LanguageAndCulture.net)

 

 

 

 

 

 

Morning Rain

for Kelly Sturner

 

This morning there was much rain,

forcing the birds into trees,

the butterflies beneath leaves.

 

I stand at the open window,

listening for the cool silence

between raindrops.

 

I begin to wonder

about time machines,

about being fully absorbed into the future:

 

The full view of a sunset

from our porch chairs,

a cat resting at our feet.

Faces aged, a hand

holding a hand.

 

And the wind

comes down from flowered hills,

filling the home with fragrances.

Everything is golden orange

like a softly glowing jewel.

 

I blink and turn from the window.

Another routine day begins.

The echoes of my heartbeat

will mingle with the rain.

 

(previously published in River Poets Journal)

 

 

 

 

 

Stopwatch

 

Everyone is dead.

Slumped against steering wheels,

on the floors of kitchens and bedrooms,

face down in swimming pools.

 

Bodies litter the malls,

the halls of prestigious universities,

they're in hospitals and sports bars,

at desks in corporate offices.

 

In the center of the oval office

lays the body of our president,

maggots crawl out

from beneath her eyelids.

 

The rats beneath the streets

lift their heads and twitch their noses.

Vultures fly off trees

into waves of decay.

 

Remnants of humanity crumble,

are buried, eroded and grown over.

We are dust and fossils; we are history.

The planet is lush and productive.

 

Out in an unnamed ocean

a new breed of dolphin is born,

its flippers more like modified claws.

One day, it will use them to grasp the shoreline.

 

(previously published in The DuPage Valley Review)

 

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